Rhiannon
We’ve been talking about how your art practice is a form of placemaking, a sort of knowledge acquisition, a way to excavate, embody and explore ties to your Filipino roots.
Marisa
Rhiannon
What is that void?
Marisa
My parents moved from the Philippines to North America in the 1960s—the US funded the opening of many nursing schools in the Philippines to build a labour force and encouraged an influx of immigration at the time. My Dad went from Dapitan City first to New Jersey, my Mom from Baguio City to Toronto. They eventually met there, then moved to Ottawa, where I was born.
I’ve been thinking about disorientation because that is a constant: disorientation here even though I am Canadian, and disorientation in the Philippines even though I have Filipino DNA; variations of the word “orient,”—both “orientation” and “Orient.”
Rhiannon
How do you work through those ideas in your art?
Marisa
My materials are meaningful in that they always relate somehow to Filipino-ness. For example, pandan leaf, which is an indigenous plant; cardboard that references Balikbayan boxes; rubber that was a resource extracted during colonial occupation.
The essential nature of the material allows me to connect with my Filipino-ness even though I don’t have the tradition or the skills to express Filipino-ness in a traditional way. I still regard my identity as a Filipino in a very academic, studied way, because I’m learning it, I don’t feel like it’s mine necessarily. The Filipino-ness that appears in my work is a reflection of that, an admiration and attempt to create a visual language that is a hybrid of the level of identity that I have integrated so far.
Rhiannon
This integration is akin to weaving, isn’t it?
Marisa
There is no degree in how to ‘be’ in this kind of third space. It’s not academically recognized per se, it’s just this cultural growth, like spores. That spirit of third culture is a life force, whether it’s elegant or not, it is an evolutionary step.
Rhiannon
Marisa
It also comes back to ideas of extraction or scarcity. The “valuable” things—resources, objects, people—all get sent away. There’s always an idea of caring for the Philippines, even if you weren’t born there, your existence here is for another person, another country. So how do I negotiate that? How do I ‘be’ here, in this constant state of ‘longing’?
Rhiannon
And your art is a place to work through that?
Marisa
My materials are meaningful in that they always relate somehow to Filipino-ness. For example, pandan leaf, which is an indigenous plant; cardboard that references Balikbayan boxes; rubber that was a resource extracted during colonial occupation.
The essential nature of the material allows me to connect with my Filipino-ness even though I don’t have the tradition or the skills to express Filipino-ness in a traditional way. I still regard my identity as a Filipino in a very academic, studied way, because I’m learning it, I don’t feel like it’s mine necessarily. The Filipino-ness that appears in my work is a reflection of that, an admiration and attempt to create a visual language that is a hybrid of the level of identity that I have integrated so far.
Rhiannon
This integration is akin to weaving, isn’t it?
Marisa
There is no degree in how to ‘be’ in this kind of third space. It’s not academically recognized per se, it’s just this cultural growth, like spores. That spirit of third culture is a life force, whether it’s elegant or not, it is an evolutionary step.
Rhiannon
Marisa
It also comes back to ideas of extraction or scarcity. The “valuable” things—resources, objects, people—all get sent away. There’s always an idea of caring for the Philippines, even if you weren’t born there, your existence here is for another person, another country. So how do I negotiate that? How do I ‘be’ here, in this constant state of ‘longing’?
Rhiannon
And your art is a place to work through that?
Marisa
Yes. Increasingly so during the pandemic.
One work, Pundasyon, 2021 I had in my kitchen for months and months, I walked over it every day. I worked on it, I cooked on it, it became so important—I was creating it, and it was also giving back a source of stability. How do I create, and be held by something stable. A place to land, you know.
Rhiannon
Marisa